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Wednesday, September 24, 2014
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I have had multiple ideas for postings lately but the difficulty has been an inability to get to the main computer at home from which I can post. First world problem, yes. In the meantime, here is a new mashup I've created for chapel services.
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Tuesday, December 24, 2013
the twelve holy days
A sermon given to the
Dakota Unitarian Universalist Church
Burnsville, MN
December 22, 2013
Scholars are
well aware now that Jesus, who probably existed either as an individual or as a
group of men and women over the first centuries of the new millenium, certainly
was not born on December 25 or anywhere in December, at least not according to
the New Testament’s testimony. It would
be sometime in the spring according to the gospels, which makes a good deal
more sense metaphorically, Jesus as the lamb of god and bringing in the spring
of Christianity and all that.
Interestingly, the First Day of Christmas in the popular song we sang
earlier is not Christmas. In most
chronicles of the twelve holy days, Christmas is considered the pre-day, day
zero if you will. It’s the day for
celebrating the birth of Jesus among Christians, but it’s also associated with
the births of Mithras, Attis, Aion, Horus, Dionysus and the Unconquered Sun. Mithras you may be familiar with. The Persian god of light, his name means
“Friend” and he is often synonymous with the Sun who protects man after
death. Attis or Atys is not to be
confused with Attic which means having to do with Athens, but was a young man laid
claim to by the hermaphroditic fertility goddess Agdistis who was so maddened
by her jealousy he castrated himself in frustration and before he could cut his
throat was changed by her into a pine tree.
Agdistis herself, by the way, was also made wholly female by
castration. Aion is the Germanic term of
personification for the age of the universe, an eternal being itself
personified. Horus is familiar as one of
the Sky Gods as well as a Sun God and is often represented as having the head
of a falcon. Dionysus, also known as
Bacchus, is the god of wine and good times.
His name in Roman, Iacchus,
comes from the Latin for “shout” and is thought to have originated as an
epithet for the rowdy, noisy god.
The
Unconquered Sun is an interesting character because it is both a stand-in for
any of the above gods as well as a euphemism for the thing itself. The unconquered sun is what we see in the sky
along about this time. It is equally
connected with the Reindeer Man, a sort of Green Man of the North, a pagan mix
of Sintaklass and Odin, who appears
at this time of year with the gift of deer.
Why
twelve days? The number twelve pops up a
lot of places in both Abrahamic and pagan beliefs. Twelve apostles, twelve months of the year,
twelve zodiac signs, two twelve-hour segments to a day, the twelve of the
Circular Council to the Dalai Lama, the twelve members of the Arthurian Round
Table, the historical Twelve Peers of France, the twelve tribes of Israel, the
twelve imams in Shi’a, the twelve principle gods of the Greeks, the twelve
cranial nerves in the human cerebellum, the age 12 when a Jewish girl matures
and receives bat mitzvah, the twelve sons of Odin, and even the twelve function
keys on my PC keyboard—F1 through F12.
The
true first day of Christmas is Boxing Day, so-called from the British custom of
giving a servant a Christmas box the day after his masters have
celebrated. It’s also associated with
St. Stephen, the proto-martyr associated with horses—it’s said his body was
returned to his people on the back of a horse—and with wrens. It’s said that to kill a wren on any day
other than Boxing Day is to invite bad luck.
The
second day, December 27th, is given over to Mother Night or MotherCarey or Mother Christmas. She is the
Anglicized version of the German Frau Holle or Holda or Hulda, a figure of
fertility, abundance and justice. She
was often seen, originally, as a beautiful woman in white and with a golden
girdle or a sash, dispensing gifts from a sleigh pulled by her dogs. She probably physically resembled the evil
character Mrs Colter played by Nicole Kidman in the film The Golden Compass, and I wouldn’t be surprised if Phillip Pullman
based this character on her.
But
far from the nasty Miss Colter, who Pullman
chooses to personify the less savory aspects of Christianity, Frau Holle, whose
name means “kindly one,” was a gentle goddess specializing in the care of
children. It was up to the early church
to turn her to a witch who stole unbaptized children. But at midnight
on the Eve of Epiphany, it’s said that a man walking home heard voices, many
voices, behind him and stepped aside in time to allow Frau Holle and her passel
of children and her flowing white train to pass him, the children laughing and
running beside her. The last of the
children, the smallest, kept falling behind from tripping over his
nightshirt. The man gave him his own
belt to tuck the shirt into. Frau Holle
saw this and rewarded the man with a gift that his own children would forever
be without want. It is important that we
recall Frau Holle or Mother Night or Mother Carey or Mother Chrismas as a
mother. She is both nurturing and kind
and a shrewd judge of character and it’s for these aspects we honor her.
Following
is Day three: the Day of Holy
Innocents. In the Middle Ages this day
of Childremass was considered particularly unlucky; nothing begun on December
28th would be completed, since children have remarkably poor
attention spans and tend to wander around abstractedly. The practice for this day is an ancient one
that survived until the 18th century: regularly beating children on
this day. The idea was that by
mercilessly flogging and smacking children on the 28th, one would
both drive out the evil spirits that had lodged there the previous year and
serve as a surrogate for any deserved beatings the following year. The practice evolved into a call for ritual,
painless token beatings between children and parents, husbands and wives,
masters and servants. On this day we
honor children and correspondingly honor both our wishes for what they will become
and our recognition of the reality of who they are. We also recall our lives before their
arrival, although it’s probably best not to think of that before we whip them.
The
fourth day is one we might be a little familiar with. This is the Feast of the Fools, celebrated in
the Hunchback of Notre Dame and a few
other novels and a MASH episode. This is the day when the normal order of
things is reversed. Servants become
masters, pupils become teachers, women behave like men, and the fools rule. Naturally, this is my favorite day. Parties were held, masques given, general
mayhem encouraged. It was a ritualistic
method for blowing off steam, the opportunity for people who lived by the
strictest restrictions to behave in the riotous, cavalier way they had
foresworn in order to keep their places in the community. At one time, this day was more celebrated and
better-remembered than Christmas. So
when someone tells you that we ought to put the Christ back in Christmas, you
ought to remind him to put the Fool back in Fool’s Day.
Day five is the
Feast of the Boar’s Head. On this day,
two ceremonies are honored: the
Scandinavian tradition that Frey, the god of sunshine, rides across the day
atop Gulli-burstin, his golden boar, whose spikes are the rays of the sun. The second is the older, now lost, tradition
in England
of the boar’s head, whose meat graced the Christmas table until probably the
mid Twelfth century when it disappeared, being brought in as the final remnant
of the sacred meal and distributed among the revelers. It is meet we should remember the boars, now
gone in both England and here, by leaving for them a small offering to their
memory, an apple or orange, in the event one is still snuffling around.
New Year’s Eve,
that most festive of drinking holidays, is day six, and in many places
supersedes the celebration of Christmas itself.
In Gaelic Christmas is called An
Nollaig Mhor “big yule” and New Year’s Day An Nollaig Bheag “little Yule.”
And why not? The change of year
has sturdier and more aged roots than the ostensible birth of the Christ. Still, how anyone might have guessed this day
would become the night when everything switches off for one year and switches
on for the next is a feat of mathematical dexterity I couldn’t begin to
fathom. Nevertheless, December 31st’s
feast is known as Hogmanay and it was
the day when the Druid priests cut the sacred mistletoe and distributed sprigs
among the people. Hogmanay itself is a
corruption of the French term au gui
menez “lead [us] to the mistletoe,” and in some parts of France children
still celebrate the day with a race during which they cry, “Au guy l’an neuf, au guy Gaulois” “to
the mistletoe, to the French mistletoe.”
This is the day
when we take care of the things we have missed taking care of throughout the
year. The trash is taken out and fresh
sheets placed on the beds. Socks are
darned and brass and silver shined.
Pictures are hung straight. This
is the day for Reclaiming Unfinished Business, clearing up all those things we
neglected the rest of the year. Everyone
experiences a new beginning, a new clearing of the old. After sunset, juniper branches and fresh
water were brought into the house. The
branches were dried out overnight, and in the morning the head of house drank
the first sips from the water and sprinkled everyone else with some. Then the dried juniper was lit, the doors and
windows latched, and the house was fumigated with the burning branch. This ensured the gifts of the new year were
appreciated appropriately. The new
year’s blessing was brought by the first person to cross the threshold to
visit, called “first footing.” All the
lights were put out except for a single candle, and then that first visitor
must step outside, protecting the candle from the elements. At the stroke of twelve, he reenters, is
given a mug of eggnog, and sets about relighting all the candles and lanterns
of the house, blessing the house with new light. Often that person also gives a handsel, a gift of coal or whiskey to
make the blessings concrete.
Day seven of
course everyone sleeps in. This is the Kalends of the new year, the hopefulness
of the new day. The old year is now
officially dead and while we may not immediately see any benefits yet to the
new, there is always a reason to be thankful, even if it is our ability to have
made it through another year. In
contrast to New Year’s Eve day, nothing is taken out of the house this
day—trash, bones, excrement, they are all left inside until the next day, to
ensure blessings of the first footing do not escape.
One of the
nostalgic traditions we think of as Christmas in origin is caroling, but this
is actually done on the Seventh Day and is referred to as Wassailing. Wassail is a heated, alcoholic apple cider
and is meant to be shared with the trees of the orchard as well as with the
visitors who sing. Robins are the
guardians of apple trees and it was them that the wassail was intended to
provoke, cake pieces and bread pieces soaked in the wassail being stuck to
branches to reward them for their past year of faithful service. On this bleak day it is beneficent to intone,
“The luck of the year, it is the bird-quiet hour, the midday contemplation of the sun. On this bleak day, when no sun shines, what
wraps the birds in silence, what power blankets their song?” It’s the day of prophesying and divination—weather
divination especially, as you can imagine from a people reliant on weather for
their well-being, and one saying from Scotland runs, “Wind from the west, fish
and bread; wind from the north, cold and flaying; wind from the east, snow on
the hills; wind from the south, fruit on trees”—and the first day’s water drawn
from the well is considered especially blessed and called the flower of the
well.
The Eighth Day
is the day for sitting inside to contemplate and reflect on snow. It’s imperative that we remain on snow’s good
side, since to be in opposition to snow is to be in opposition to winter and
that’s simply a waste of energy. We pay
our respects to snow on this day, for its cancelling out the darkness at
midwinter and its transformation of even the bleakest spaces into places of
wonder and enchantment.
The Cherokee
have a story about the Ninth day, which is devoted to evergreens. The Druids of course revered the oak and
during Kalends yew and juniper play a
major role. In the middle ages there was
a well-known play about the Paradise Tree, a descendant of the original Tree of
Knowledge, which Adam smuggled out of Eden and planted in the outer world,
where it grew to huge proportions and provided the wood for the cross on which
Christ was crucified.
Back to the
Cherokee. When the Great Mystery created
all the trees and plants she wanted to give something to all of them. But she couldn’t decide among them who best
deserved it, so she proposed a contest.
Whoever could keep watch for seven days and seven nights would receive
the gift. All the trees were atwitter to
be given such an important duty and had no problems remaining awake the first
night. But on the second night they
found it hard to stay awake, and the flowers were the first to fall asleep. By the third night, the birch and grasses
were drooped, and by the fourth night the elms were snoring. On the fifth and sixth nights, the maples and
even the oaks had drifted off, until, by the eighth morning only a few—the
pine, the cedar, the spruce and fir and holly and laurel—were still awake and
watchful. “What great endurance you
have!” cried out the Great Mystery, and so she gave them the gift: they would remain green forever and keep
guard throughout the winter while all the others sleep. The evergreens, this story says, are always
awake. And always watching.
Day
Ten is interesting because it is two different days for men and women. For both it was the day when each had to
return to the drudgery of work after the luxurious time off afforded by the
festivities of midwinter. In the case of
women who in these preindustrialized times were often employed as weavers and
spinners, it was known as St. Distaff‘s Day, while for the men who were also
expected to return to work, it was known as Plough Monday. Whether the day itself fell on a Monday or
not wasn’t important, it was simply another Monday in their eyes. This became the excuse for another day of
celebration as mummers, the bemasked players who appeared throughout the year
at festivals and feasts, now sped through town blessing the ploughs and
spindles. Today Plough Monday has been
given its own day in England ,
January 8, separate from the twelve holy days, but it’s thought to originate in
another ancient Roman celebration, Compitaline. In this ritual a small shrine was built where
four estates met to the four directions, with a miniature plough and wooden
doll set on each alter, and then the first earth-breaking of the new year was
done on each property. Until now we are living in Liminal Time, the threshold
between extraordinary and ordinary events that for pagans began in late October
or early November with Samhain. With St. Distaff’s Day we begin a return to normalcy,
what Christianity calls Ordinary Time.
The
Eleventh day of Christmas, January 5, is the Eve of Epiphany and the Festivalof the Three Kings. This day is given
over to the Magi whose journey is often a microcosm of the journey we ourselves
make spiritually. Consider, they were
themselves seekers after something and doing what felt right to them to do,
going where their inner compass told them to go, and for so many of us, here
today in this church, we have traveled so far and so wide only on the basis of
our own compasses, be they in our hearts or our heads. As the Magi found what they sought in the
form of a child, may you find what you seek here.
This
is the day to consider too the gifts that so often become the major focus of
these holy days, forgetting as we do that we are ourselves the recipients of a
gift. I quote now from JohnMatthews:
At a time when
the commercial Christmas has a tendency to swamp the sacredness of the season,
we ask and are being asked, ‘What do you want this year?’ There are certainly things we would quite
like, things that we hope will be brought for us, but these are not the same as
our wants. True wants are not small
things satisfied by prettily wrapped parcels:
they are the immense needs of inner space that can be overwhelmed by all
our little wants and yearnings. To
consider our real needs—the things we lack in our lives—is often too
frightening, opening up an abyss of need that calls our very existence into
question.
Our real wants
eat holes in us: never resting, never
loving, never greeting, never finding, never seeking, never being satisfied
deep down. These ravenous wants define
our treasures…they create a Christmas list that no store could supply: time to stop and really enjoy, in a space of
quietness and contentment all the things we were put on earth to do.
Space to give and
receive love reciprocally. The grace to
seek and find our spiritual joy. Freedom
from the tyranny and burden of other’s expectations, of what others think. Acceptance of ourselves as we truly are.
This
then is the gift afforded us on the twelfth day. Epiphany.
It means manifestation, making an appearance, and refers theologically
to the appearance of Christ to the Three Kings.
But it’s a lot more than that. In
literature James Joyce gave us another meaning in an early draft of what would
become Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man. He describes
it as a sudden insight, an instant when reality shines through an ordinary
object, when “its soul, its whatness, leaps to us from the vestment of its
appearance.” It’s the appearance of what
we need. Perhaps not what we want,
because that’s always going to be something good, something we like, and our
epiphany is more likely to be something we haven’t considered and don’t want
and, god help us, we don’t like. For me,
epiphany is often the realization that the shift from dark to light carries
with it a responsibility not to continue hunkering in but, like a bear or a
vole, to start the stirring for the reawakening I undergo each spring. For you it might be a recognition that you’ve
had all your needs met and now it’s time to meet them for other people. For others it may be exactly the
opposite: it’s time to consider yourself
a while rather than others. There’s no
one size fits all when it comes to epiphany.
It can come in any number of ways:
in someone’s smile, in the smell of woodsmoke where we thought there
were no houses, in the sudden, unexpected taste of a good wine, in the sound of
voices where we expected to be alone, in the touch of flesh on flesh that
reminds us we are with one another. These
tiny moments bring us out of ourselves and into the wider world.
Like
anything artistic, epiphany can be ruined by over definition. Let’s take a minute of silence to reflect on
what we have been given.
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Monday, May 6, 2013
a congregation of one
"Every man will have a creed of his own," wrote [Needham, Massachusetts] pastor Stephen Palmer..."I have mine, but have no right to impose it upon others, nor have others any right to impose theirs upon me...He who thinks he has no more light to receive, has seen but little; and he who is not open to conviction is in bondage to himself."--from Universalists and Unitarians in America: A People's History by John Buehrens
This idea, if not this quote, opened up an intense discussion in a small group forum during our UU polity class last week. We had assembled to discuss whether our principles and purposes are a contemporary help or a hindrance. Early on the question "why don't we have a creed?" came up and from there the better question, "are we afraid of a creed?", was spoken.
The answer to the first question is suggested in Palmer's quote: Unitarian Universalists as a group don't have a creed because we aren't free to impose our own convictions on others and they aren't free to impose theirs on us. The distinction between agreeing with a conviction and insisting on it being the way people ought to behave is a fine one that seems lost on so many who would insist on the US being a Christian nation. I agree with a number of Christian convictions--treating others as we'd like to be treated and obeying god (as I conceive god to be) are only two examples--but I don't identify as a Christian because I don't accept a supernatural force outside existence. (Besides which, there is the issue of "which" Christianity some people are arguing for. In terms of sheer numbers, Protestants are the predominant Christians. But "Protestants" are a huge umbrella term, incorporating everyone from the Latter Day Saints to the United Church of Christ. If we are talking just a single denomination, the US is far and away a Roman Catholic nation.)
The answer to the second question, according to many UUs, is "no." But I think it's "yes," although maybe "afraid" isn't quite the right word. We have these terrifically anodyne Principles which are and read like they are written by committee and fulfill a lot of functions. They give us something to point to when asked "what do you believe" and something to rally around when we sense our rights as citizens of faith are threatened. But to paraphrase Walter Royal Jones' famous question, No one asks to have the Purposes and Principles read to him on his deathbed. They're a package of words most of us can agree to, but a Mission Statement will itself never be included as a prophetic source.
He "who is not open to conviction is in bondage to himself," Palmer writes, and insofar as his earlier point, that individuals need a personal creed, he is right. The problem lies in that my personal creed may countermand yours and neither one of us really wants that. None of us would, or should, want to belong to a congregation consisting of one--one person, one thought, one mission--and despite claims that are made in its favor, and the beauty sometimes of its language, that is precisely what a creed does: Reduce a congregation to one. Yes, we are "afraid" of a creed--if by fear we mean a wariness brought on by history and experience--but it may be good to be so afraid.
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
fool for christ
some days ago I was coming home from seeing my counselor when I drove past an older woman on the opposite side of the road, taking a photograph of the geese who hang out at one of the local restaurants. I noted she had several knapsacks, so I figured her to be traveling. I swung around at a gas station and pulled up and rolled down my passenger window. "sister," I said, "can I offer you a ride somewhere?"
she was about my age, maybe a little older. glasses, long hair in a ponytail down her back, streaked with grey. ankle-length denim skirt, hightop sneaks, a flannel shirt rolled up to her elbows. she giggled when she answered. she said, "I was just taking pictures of the geese. you never know when you'll see something like this again."
she asked where I was going and I said, "well, I'm heading home, but where are you going?" she asked how far minneapolis was and I told her it was about an hour. "oh," she said. "I guess I'd have a long walk." she asked again how far I was going and in that moment I could have told the truth and said I was heading about 20 miles further (I did need some dog food there) and dropped her off at the border without an ounce of guilt. but something suggested I go the extra 40 miles and I said, "sister, I'll take you to minneapolis."
so she tossed her things in the back seat and got in and we exchanged names. hers was kora (it might have been "coral"). I was facing north when I picked her up and she was surprised I turned around and headed back to the interstate: "isn't minneapolis that direction?" she said, pointing back the way she'd been walking. "no," I said, "it's west of where we are." "oh, I would have had a very long walk and gotten nowhere!" she said.
almost immediately she told me she was a street preacher who ministered to the homeless, that god had told her to leave her home a year and a half ago and go out on the road. I said I was also a preacher. we asked what each was. she was "just christian," she said, "just jesus out of the book." she had heard of unitarian universalists and had met a few and been impressed by them. she filled up nearly every second of our drive with talk and questions and confessions.
she had left her abusive husband, she said, 5 years ago and back outside denver. she'd started out 3 days before at a truckstop in south dakota and had been approached by a jamaican woman whose husband was a trucker and asked if she'd come home with them to help her get herself together. but then this woman had stopped taking her meds, she said, and progressively got more and more aggressive, yelling and berating her, finally literally throwing her bags out of the truck when they'd stopped for gas at the station where I turned around. she'd camped for 2 nights in the woods nearby, to pray and settle herself, before heading back out, and then had attended midweek services at a lutheran church not far out of town--I know the place, it's a few miles from my house--where she'd heard from people there that there are a lot of homeless people in minneapolis. so she'd decided to head there (but apparently hadn't a very good idea of where it was from the part of the rim she was on). I told her she'd likely been driven through minneapolis by the trucker and his wife.
she had been born in alsace-lorraine, she said, but couldn't speak more than rudimentary french and german, and her mother was long dead but her father was ungodly and so dead to her. she'd grown up somewhere out west, she was very vague about it, and mentioned a daughter who was married. I tried on occasion to ask about her family but it was like trying to blow into a whirlwind. she was a talking machine, sometimes punctuating sentences with "praise god!" and "lord, that's your way!" and sometimes girlish giggles. she was attending an online bible college out of australia run by an evangelical couple that gave 2 types of courses, free and paid for. she was taking all of them free so she wouldn't get a degree but she didn't think that was important for the ministry she was doing. she had no idea where she was going or what she would do when she got there except to preach the word to people as she could and if they'd listen and rely on their goodness. she said that god and jesus had kept her safe and healthy all her time on the road. she didn't care much, she said, of what anyone else's opinion of her was, she would just be as crazy as jesus wanted her in order to do his work. I said she was being a fool for christ. she allowed she'd never heard that phrase but she thought it suited her perfectly. she repeated it several times during our ride.
she asked me about uuism and I gave her a short answer about no one knowing about an afterlife but we know we have this one and it's important how we treat each other here. she thought that was wonderful and wanted to experience a uu service so I told her where the nearest congregation was in the area where I was dropping her off. she'd mentioned her reliance on libraries several times so I told her the perfect place I could think of to drop her off at was on one end of nicollet mall by the county library. she said that sounded perfect. when we got there I pulled off to the side of the street and helped her unload and then shoulder everything, we exchanged hugs and "god bless you"s, and I watched her waddle around the corner before driving off and heading back out to the rim.
later, my wife would ask me "do you think she was crazy?" and I'd answer, "yes." she'd mentioned refusing to take mental health exams in order to receive social services, claiming that second timothy says you can't be crazy and a christian, so since she was christian she wasn't crazy. but did I think she was a danger to herself or other people? not for a second. she seemed to have a solid understanding of life on the road, and if she didn't have it when she started, by this time she had. she seemed to know how to stay safe--she said she'd never been physically harmed by anyone and I believe her--and when to recharge her energies. after all, she'd spent a couple nights alone in order to pray and "get herself together." and she didn't seem too concerned about getting anywhere in particular or getting something done. she wasn't upset when she found she'd been heading in the wrong direction. she was content to drift along, going where her god sent her and doing what she thought her god wanted her to do, and from what she told me it seemed what her god wanted wasn't very different from what my god wants me to do: serve people and help them be as human as possible. she didn't want anyone to stop doing anything he or she wasn't interested in stopping, just maybe to think about doing something else and being with them while they went about their lives. she seemed extraordinarily happy and she said she wasn't on any meds--not being crazy--and didn't do drugs or alcohol or smoke. she just liked people, she said.
she was about my age, maybe a little older. glasses, long hair in a ponytail down her back, streaked with grey. ankle-length denim skirt, hightop sneaks, a flannel shirt rolled up to her elbows. she giggled when she answered. she said, "I was just taking pictures of the geese. you never know when you'll see something like this again."
she asked where I was going and I said, "well, I'm heading home, but where are you going?" she asked how far minneapolis was and I told her it was about an hour. "oh," she said. "I guess I'd have a long walk." she asked again how far I was going and in that moment I could have told the truth and said I was heading about 20 miles further (I did need some dog food there) and dropped her off at the border without an ounce of guilt. but something suggested I go the extra 40 miles and I said, "sister, I'll take you to minneapolis."
so she tossed her things in the back seat and got in and we exchanged names. hers was kora (it might have been "coral"). I was facing north when I picked her up and she was surprised I turned around and headed back to the interstate: "isn't minneapolis that direction?" she said, pointing back the way she'd been walking. "no," I said, "it's west of where we are." "oh, I would have had a very long walk and gotten nowhere!" she said.
almost immediately she told me she was a street preacher who ministered to the homeless, that god had told her to leave her home a year and a half ago and go out on the road. I said I was also a preacher. we asked what each was. she was "just christian," she said, "just jesus out of the book." she had heard of unitarian universalists and had met a few and been impressed by them. she filled up nearly every second of our drive with talk and questions and confessions.
she had left her abusive husband, she said, 5 years ago and back outside denver. she'd started out 3 days before at a truckstop in south dakota and had been approached by a jamaican woman whose husband was a trucker and asked if she'd come home with them to help her get herself together. but then this woman had stopped taking her meds, she said, and progressively got more and more aggressive, yelling and berating her, finally literally throwing her bags out of the truck when they'd stopped for gas at the station where I turned around. she'd camped for 2 nights in the woods nearby, to pray and settle herself, before heading back out, and then had attended midweek services at a lutheran church not far out of town--I know the place, it's a few miles from my house--where she'd heard from people there that there are a lot of homeless people in minneapolis. so she'd decided to head there (but apparently hadn't a very good idea of where it was from the part of the rim she was on). I told her she'd likely been driven through minneapolis by the trucker and his wife.
she had been born in alsace-lorraine, she said, but couldn't speak more than rudimentary french and german, and her mother was long dead but her father was ungodly and so dead to her. she'd grown up somewhere out west, she was very vague about it, and mentioned a daughter who was married. I tried on occasion to ask about her family but it was like trying to blow into a whirlwind. she was a talking machine, sometimes punctuating sentences with "praise god!" and "lord, that's your way!" and sometimes girlish giggles. she was attending an online bible college out of australia run by an evangelical couple that gave 2 types of courses, free and paid for. she was taking all of them free so she wouldn't get a degree but she didn't think that was important for the ministry she was doing. she had no idea where she was going or what she would do when she got there except to preach the word to people as she could and if they'd listen and rely on their goodness. she said that god and jesus had kept her safe and healthy all her time on the road. she didn't care much, she said, of what anyone else's opinion of her was, she would just be as crazy as jesus wanted her in order to do his work. I said she was being a fool for christ. she allowed she'd never heard that phrase but she thought it suited her perfectly. she repeated it several times during our ride.
she asked me about uuism and I gave her a short answer about no one knowing about an afterlife but we know we have this one and it's important how we treat each other here. she thought that was wonderful and wanted to experience a uu service so I told her where the nearest congregation was in the area where I was dropping her off. she'd mentioned her reliance on libraries several times so I told her the perfect place I could think of to drop her off at was on one end of nicollet mall by the county library. she said that sounded perfect. when we got there I pulled off to the side of the street and helped her unload and then shoulder everything, we exchanged hugs and "god bless you"s, and I watched her waddle around the corner before driving off and heading back out to the rim.
later, my wife would ask me "do you think she was crazy?" and I'd answer, "yes." she'd mentioned refusing to take mental health exams in order to receive social services, claiming that second timothy says you can't be crazy and a christian, so since she was christian she wasn't crazy. but did I think she was a danger to herself or other people? not for a second. she seemed to have a solid understanding of life on the road, and if she didn't have it when she started, by this time she had. she seemed to know how to stay safe--she said she'd never been physically harmed by anyone and I believe her--and when to recharge her energies. after all, she'd spent a couple nights alone in order to pray and "get herself together." and she didn't seem too concerned about getting anywhere in particular or getting something done. she wasn't upset when she found she'd been heading in the wrong direction. she was content to drift along, going where her god sent her and doing what she thought her god wanted her to do, and from what she told me it seemed what her god wanted wasn't very different from what my god wants me to do: serve people and help them be as human as possible. she didn't want anyone to stop doing anything he or she wasn't interested in stopping, just maybe to think about doing something else and being with them while they went about their lives. she seemed extraordinarily happy and she said she wasn't on any meds--not being crazy--and didn't do drugs or alcohol or smoke. she just liked people, she said.
Saturday, April 28, 2012
eight cows: sangha
this is a mashup I made for my class on buddhism. it's grainier than the original which is apparently a consequence of a 20-minute video being converted to a size suitable for uploading. we're expected to do a dharma talk on a topic of our choice and I determined mine would be on sangha, mostly because I'd already done a sermon on that about 6 years ago and still had the research. but when the crunch came, I opted to do a video rather than a sermon and the message of the dharma talk also changed. I'm rather proud of the outcome, although as I let the class know last night if I'd had my druthers I'd have cut some of the more sensational images out of the iranian sufi video clip since the sufis represented include the more extreme member who expect their faith makes their flesh impenetrable to pain. thus the hammering of daggers into heads.
still, I like it and I'd have to call it a hit among my classmates who seemed somewhat agog at the presentation. that may have been amazement at my accomplishment or it may have been astonishment at my gall, I never can tell.
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010
faith in mammon

"Market Fundamentalism has its own economic orthodoxy that, for the most part, is unquestioningly accepted. It is an idolatrous religion, because it makes a god out of the Market. It puts money above all else. This religion has its own high priests, those economic advisors, corporate executives, and government officials who make the rules and oversee the functioning of the economic system as a whole. It has its own saints, people who have attained the success that the system promises...people who make it all seem possible, people upon whom we can pin our hopes. It has its own symbols, corporate logos such as the Golden Arches and the Nike swoosh that can be seen everywhere. This religion prepares children as candidates for confirmation through corporate links to schools and universities and the privatization of public schools. The religion of Mammon has its own sacraments: you have to be baptized with at least some of the money upon which the religion is built in order to partake of the 'means of grace,' the fast foods or caviar, depending upon what level of success you have attained. This religion encourages the use of its rituals, such as investing in the stock market and shopping, whether you have a lot of money or only a little to invest and spend...This religion has its own preachers, whose message is carried by commercials that promote its sacraments and rituals, by news programs that carry its official ideology, and by sitcoms and other programs that are steeped in its milieu."
--from Shaking the Gates of Hell: Faith-Led Resistance to Corporate Globalization by Sharon Delgado
Friday, January 22, 2010
eat the fat & drink sweet wine!
it was my turn yesterday to open class with worship and I did so with a short service that included the above video. the assignment was to do a mashup with reference to lectionary readings for the week and I chose a particularly pleasant line from nehemiah. I love its admonition to enjoy and chose related quotes from scriptures from non-Xian faiths to make the point that every faith has a component recognizing our pleasure. this is what religion means to me: delight.
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